Sorry isn’t always easy. To say or to be. Saying sorry when your wrong and without making excuses has got to be the hardest part of being an adult. For me anyway.
I can be in the midst of a conflict and know I’m walking the wire of being wrong and for some reason I can’t find my way out of it. My words seem to beat my brain and my heart on their way out my mouth. My brain will be telling me to hush and my heart agrees but man oh man my mouth has no desire to listen. It wants what it wants.
After I’ve ‘said my piece’ the regret and guilt of knowing I am wrong combined with the struggle of not wanting to admit it start to creep in on me. I struggle with realizing I owe an apology and knowing that’s probably the last thing I want to give.
I’m a perfectionist in many ways and admitting guilt goes against every part of me. I justify, excuse and disguise my guilt in a situation at least 10 times before I finally admit there’s nothing and no one to blame but me.
Learning how to skip that endless cycle hurt feelings and apologies owed is so hard. In recent weeks I’ve found myself practicing this too many times. I hear myself talking my way into the danger zone but can’t seem to shut up!
I’ve started trying harder. To think before I speak. Rehearse the words that may seem harmless to me to see if my delivery or even the situation will make them hurtful to another. It’s working. I’m glad to say. Still I have had to learn a few ways to make saying sorry a bit easier when it doesn’t work. A way to apologize without the parenthesis. You know. “I’m sorry but…(insert excuse or blame here)”
In the moments when I realize I’m at fault I’ve had to come up with a plan to offer a sincere apology – period. No escape clauses or disclaimers. I figured I can’t be the only one struggling with the word and act of being sorry so I figured I’d share what I’ve come up with.
Admit your flaws
you’re at this point because you were wrong. Admit that.
Avoid making excuses
let your ‘sorry’ stand alone. Excuses only take away from the sincerity
Don’t make promises
realize you aren’t perfect so don’t promise you can be
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It's VERY big of you to admit these things! Oddly, I have never had any problem saying I'm sorry professionally, but when it comes to saying it to….oh, I don't know…my HUSBAND, it's the hardest thing in the world. (I should say that it's the hardest thing not to QUALIFY the apology.) Great food for thought today! #TurnItUpTuesdays
I so relate to this! I think it's easier to be "right" than to humble ourselves and say I'm sorry or better yet, avoid the conflict altogether. Love this!
I’m not alone! Thank goodness…yes it can be a lot easier but I am glad I’m learning the humility needed to make saying sorry a bit easier. Thanks so much for coming by!!
I have often been so scared of being wrong, that I've just kept my mouth shut…which is kinda cowardly! I have to speak up more and step out of my comfort zone more often, even if I may end up being wrong. I like your tip to avoid offering up an excuse. It's pretty obvious when someone can't take responsibility/isn't sincere when they add on the excuses! Great post =)
OMgosh I am not sure how I missed this comment! I think worry about being wrong can actually be a great safeguard. I am the opposite and often say sorry because I just assumed I was right. Thanks so much for your comment and continued support!!
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